Send me Lord Send me

You know how strange it feels to be be going to Jamaica in a month and a half? It feels strange because there is so much unfinished business. Our house is not sold yet, which makes us have no where to move too. Is God trying to tell us not to buy a new house before we go? or are we supposed to rent? Do we rent something big enough for all our stuff? or do we rent a storage? and then how would we pay for the storage? If we rent a place? they would have to take pets, then our girls could live there and have the animals for the year. Making sure all our animals are up to date on there shots, make sure we have enough meds. for us for the first 6 months and lets not forget to have all our own personal items for 6 months as well. We have been packing our house up so when it does sell we will be ready, we have been selling furniture for money to put towards our trip, trying to separate stuff we want to keep and stuff to put in garage sale. Thinking and rethinking about my children, and hoping that I have everything together for them so they will be just fine here. But even with all this going on my faith is still strong. I know God wants us to go, we feel it so strong about going and doing his work. But yesterday I did question all this... I just sat on our porch and prayed and prayed and prayed. Because I almost felt that I was not being Loyal to God for having this question. That is not like me, I can't even remember the last time I questioned God. So you can see why I say this is all so strange. This morning I woke up feeling like I do all the rest of the days, that this will all fall together in Gods time.